Sad smile when you looked up

 Sad smile when you looked up what it feels like the sky is falling? I am afraid that I was right the situation. This is one of the major benefits of state-owned enterprises can leave, and not withhold pay, the boss will not be copied because of my absence of mind I squid.
Jun Jun with C every day with me. C car pulled me to dinner at noon, and I often drink Lingding drunk, to call the boss Y, afternoon not go to work. to sing K or to C, where to sleep, in the K room, I often cry tears. my dream, so broken. I waited for so many years just waiting for people to leave me so.
Finally one day, I QQ, met G, and he told me: In fact, there is no problem grandmother was his mother deceived him back, let him go back to Nanjing. I know G's father died very early, at home and a sister. G said: home business are waiting for him to take care of, the mother of a man too hard. He was a dutiful son, bear to see a woman who loves him (his mother) his bankruptcy, however, why he can bear He looked at another woman in love here for him cry it?
the first time, under the determination, for a man to give up all their mm my work, my family, I grew up in the 18 years city, and I loved the parents. I played in his resignation at the company, ready to leave tomorrow to go to him. No matter what is waiting for me, I am willing to accept. I told him my decision. He said: I'm getting married , and you do it? If the feeling is just before the heavens, now feeling that, Shanbengdelie. for the first time in the office, broke down in tears crying, but fortunately all day trip to the Y with Z, I a people in the office. He concluded by saying: You are my favorite woman in this life, if the next life, we must be together.
I turned off QQ. but how can not accept this result. night with C and Jun Jun with me, I can not imagine why. C have business in Zhejiang, he said: G's home may be very rich, there is an economic marriage of Zhejiang, the two sides formed by marriage, and easy to do business with. I do not remember his was the cry or laugh. responsibility for what he called the so-called career, I would so easily be abandoned.
those days I do not know how before. seems to linger in the bar every day, every night have come home to drink almost unconscious. Parents have also noted that some clues, that I was emotionally not well. my mother said to me: daughter, you have to remember, do not tear flow for men! my parents My love life has been without intervention, I do not know if my mother phrase what it means gratuitous. But, I think, they may not know what happened, but they understand. my parents, and now do not know G The man, who appeared in my life, they do not know now, I am all these years, the total is not married, because my heart can not untie this knot. often encounter other men, I always can not help but ratio, one can give me the feeling that slammed heart, even to understand the purpose of holding the marriage of men, and even pull his hand, I still can not accept, or to separate.
philosophy of ancient Greece has a large home Socrates. philosopher was very noble profession, so many young people came to Socrates. One day, a young man came and wanted to study philosophy. Socrates silent, with his came to a river, suddenly forced to push him into the river. young Socrates at first thought him a joke, and do not care. Results Socrates also jumped into the water, and desperately to the bottom of his press. Now, the young people really panic, survival instinct kicks in and he pushed hard to Socrates opened, climbed ashore. Young people did not understand why do Socrates, Socrates replied: ; I just want to tell you that do must have the deepest industry to survive so much determination to get the real gain minutes a day, some people have thought about doing some business, then make more money, but precisely because he is currently the remaining food and clothing, so the work efficiency and can not really do and do it, it still lives in the basis of the basic food and clothing.
G is completely gone from me. But after so many years, I still can not let go. turned down a man, is so not easy, at least for me, is like this. However, life still want to continue working or to do so then.
Looking back on that day, is simply a disaster. the way to work every day, wait for them to cry about to walk into the office the moment, just wanted to direct turned home. much like the current state of kindergarten, a child is the most hated thing in kindergarten. every day to the kindergarten door, my mother to go, I will not stop crying. in that more than two years in kindergarten, almost Every morning, I always sit in the corner, the status of a person cry.
depression in this case, I was involved in the company's first business trip. Our company is supposed to be Southern Area Manager, But if they take a place of Anhui. that business, is to that place.
Looking back, this should be my job to the present, the worst of it a mission. Branch Manager, Customer Service Manager, but also I, the three of us go. is open Nanjing IVECO produced a Unica go, this car is now rare. is the kind of small van than a large car off than the general point of the car,UGG shoes, performance is extremely poor,UGG boots, is said to be used to change the company's use of color TV with others. compared with a long history of division that bike, too bad inside the air-conditioning, windows and is air leakage.
leaders said unto me: three in the morning of departure, so I am excited about the night before also up, after all, this is my first time travel thing ever. Customer Service Manager to drive, driving with the boss sitting position, I am a person miserable in the back seat, with my back to back, is a plasma TV. a time when early December, the way is called a cold day, ah, the wind blowing from all directions I am, that chair is a problem, a huge plasma color after the voltage on my back. Fortunately, I fell asleep , and the voyage was to Anhui, was by no hard feelings and, in addition to wake up several times by cold.
to travel, specially in the coat I wore a suit. Yet to that of your place, I found myself wrong . locally called a leadership guidance here. ass behind the boss, it is not cold, run out and buy a large cup of pearl milk tea, not because of thirst, is to keep warm. channel very proud boss said to me: little girl, cool it, at noon I'll take you go here the best restaurant to eat a good thing. Speaking of eating, I was happy. is in fact not hungry nor greedy, is thinking, you can find a warm place to sit down.
I have not figured out was this line what is the purpose Han. We drove more than four hours, to that terrible place in a circle, what is why.
soon to noon. We drove to the . My God, even still there is no air conditioning. I am a small girl, sitting in the middle of a group of old men, watching them Gongchoujiaocuo, I buried myself to eat. the so-called eating dog meat. But because the cold, really cold. last resort, I still eat a lot of dog meat, I was very frightened, afraid to go home after the family dog to the dog smell the flavor of the baby, I am no longer manager .